Ok so im kinda worried here

I have for the first time in two months a potential job in industry. the probolem is it wants a high gpa... The main issue is I told her i had a decent gpa but i thoght she was asking major gpa... my real one is ... not very good... to say the least... my fault for screwing up the first year.

Sigh so yeah thats news to anyone who may read this... later.

and back from a three month hiatus in aruba....Ellllllllll' Spiekeo!!!

So the first time Ive logged on to this site since I left school... I still haven't completed either of my degrees officially. And the internship I need desperately now is just beyond my grasp over and over. The GFs mom has decided randomly to change her mind to the ability to hold the cats for a few short weeks. And Im still living in my mothers basement awaiting employment.
I am in what could be accuratly defined as a "funk" and not the 70's music fad type.

So Here I am to say .. yitter yitter jitterbug Frop walla tromp fizz... So yeah ... nothing a short hot and wholly uneventful summer... im off top get my crappy truckstop job back to be able to earn money to at least move out even if i have no degree YET.

And the kitty says... YAR!!!

no seriously thats all the news i got.... Im still in 85% freakout mode but im gonna make it
I know i am .... To all those who knew me... Yar... says I. Yar.

Sigh ok

so the world isnt ending and i think that i will be able to pull everytrhing to gether for my portfolio presentation without a hitch... I just need to give up any thing resembling a social life during the next weeks.
With one exception... this friday is my Sweet munin (the GF) and i's one year aniversary... Yay cheers and merriment and such... were going to red lobster and stealing forty pounds of cheesy bread... woo hoooo.... and such... congratulations are accepted if you feel like giving them ...
But yeah im going to be pushing the envelope to get my schooling done. its gonna be close.

sepeku

I spelled the term wrong... i don't care 19 credits and graduation.... Its making a forced early "retirement" seem more and more enticing... I like the idea of sleeping without the pain of waking up in a cold panic thinking"hey I could be working right now, why should i be sleeping?"

This is starting to panic me a little. and the newly derived sunlight as well as the support of my Dear Lil Munin (the GF).
My biggest problem is i have way way too many ideas and not enough drive to finish them. I want to do my work... I have so many cool ideas., so much i could be doing. but i need a focus. I'm starting to think that the worlds most irritating customer would be better than me to do this simply because then id at least have one person who's unachievable ideas are at least set where i can grasp them mentally and where i can get one idea. I have hundreds of OK to great ideas.. none of them are staying long enough for me to do what i need to do.

So i sit and whine onto this site. I sit here and complain and every second i spend here is another second i don't have to do my damned work anymore. I'm about three microns from freaking out. But hey its been worse.

Starting to make sense

ok so I have officially made the first of many many posts and updates to the geekipedia page... Im so proud... as soon as i re edit the entries on the others i have compleated i will be setting links and images. as well as building the entries on the more expansive topics to include more information.

On the down side i belive i have finnaly gotten an interview for a summer internship and the problem is that i dont have a finished portfolio yet... it actually causing some severe panic