Sigh ok

so the world isnt ending and i think that i will be able to pull everytrhing to gether for my portfolio presentation without a hitch... I just need to give up any thing resembling a social life during the next weeks.
With one exception... this friday is my Sweet munin (the GF) and i's one year aniversary... Yay cheers and merriment and such... were going to red lobster and stealing forty pounds of cheesy bread... woo hoooo.... and such... congratulations are accepted if you feel like giving them ...
But yeah im going to be pushing the envelope to get my schooling done. its gonna be close.

sepeku

I spelled the term wrong... i don't care 19 credits and graduation.... Its making a forced early "retirement" seem more and more enticing... I like the idea of sleeping without the pain of waking up in a cold panic thinking"hey I could be working right now, why should i be sleeping?"

This is starting to panic me a little. and the newly derived sunlight as well as the support of my Dear Lil Munin (the GF).
My biggest problem is i have way way too many ideas and not enough drive to finish them. I want to do my work... I have so many cool ideas., so much i could be doing. but i need a focus. I'm starting to think that the worlds most irritating customer would be better than me to do this simply because then id at least have one person who's unachievable ideas are at least set where i can grasp them mentally and where i can get one idea. I have hundreds of OK to great ideas.. none of them are staying long enough for me to do what i need to do.

So i sit and whine onto this site. I sit here and complain and every second i spend here is another second i don't have to do my damned work anymore. I'm about three microns from freaking out. But hey its been worse.

Starting to make sense

ok so I have officially made the first of many many posts and updates to the geekipedia page... Im so proud... as soon as i re edit the entries on the others i have compleated i will be setting links and images. as well as building the entries on the more expansive topics to include more information.

On the down side i belive i have finnaly gotten an interview for a summer internship and the problem is that i dont have a finished portfolio yet... it actually causing some severe panic

ok so

Ok so i found my jump drive... I was so damned tired on thursday i left it in the computer i duid that powerpoint presentation from... I am just so damn happy it was there.
So i am learning what i need to figure out about the wiki site and should have a desenct amount of material to put up on the Geeki site tonight....

Russel Brigman... Back on the air!

At longest last I will finnaly get the geekipedia on line.. Praise Allah, Buhdda, Jesus, Vishnu, Brama, Shiva, Tom cruise, Spongebob, the Taoist Jade Emperor, and Hue (from Ekencar) ... Whichever if any of you that decided to lift the pain in the ass roadblock that was never getting to be able to post.

Now to me.... 19 credits is more than i ever evre tried before and outside of suffering from high end burnout. I have this sinking feeling that they are going to find out i missed intermedite yodeling and thus need to take a yodeling class over summer to graduate.

For those who understand what it means today i begin the long lengthy process of looking for an internship... i need this to graduate. I just hope to all that stands that i can get one. more updateing early this evening.

first in a long line

Alright the rush sets in my other classes notwithstanding i havent been doing near as much to try and get my geekipedia site started and running as i could or should have been... this weekend barring and act of god i will get many (ie 10-15) entries on the site.... to the three people who read this page... ah nurtz... seriously.

But more rambling updates on this page as well as the real final start of the geeki pedia page

Sheet Sheet !!! I F**king hate gaurddogs!!!

Alright I haven't posted to this i n a while And the primary reason im doing so now is that I have yet to really begin the online portion of my Geekipedia Project For Morgan's web logs class... Due primarily to the 3D modeling class I mentioned in the previous post... Im currently writing it in word Offline and Intend to post the first four entries simultaneously In the coming week... To the few friends that Read this blog.... Damn home work... damn it to hell... I've never stretched myself this thin with my school work... The fact that I don't (or hopefully don't) need wake up till noon on Monday seems a godsend to my sleep deprivation addled brain. So .... Crap in a hat... I dont even know where i m going with this.